Well another year has passed...turned 46 yesterday. Doesn't feel much different but it does feel strange to be almost 50. My father passed when he was 50 so if I manage to make to 50 I am not sure how that will be. I don't feel OLD yet but it is strange how you never feel as old as others think you are. 20 somethings think they know everything but they are in for a rude awakening! You don't really figure it out until you get marrried even then it just depends on your character. When you have other people depending on you that really makes a difference. I sometimes feel a bit selfish for not having children and wonder if I have missed out on something great. I always felt like I was struggling to take care of myself so how could I possibly be responsible for another human life? Some people just go with the flow and hope for the best. I guess I will never know but that's okay. I am not displeased with how my life has turned out, while I am not getting rich I am definitely making a decent living. Thank you for all your support and business past ,present and future. Let's see if I can make it another 46 years(I highly doubt it)!